Monday, April 03, 2006

Blues

I am sad today....as I have been for the past few weeks.
I seem to be in a state of partial ennui. Work doesnt interest me-neither does anything else. I avoid talking to him-who loves me so much. I know I am causing him pain...but am not really improving on my behaviour. Mundane things disturb me like never before .And all the bigger aspects of life remain unattended to. Where on earth am I heading to?Pranayam doesnt comfort me today-the way it used to do earlier.
Am stressed for no reason...no cause...........why am I living in denial........
Maybe my friend is right-I need a break , a vacation....
Lemme post this before I feel too lazy and bored to do this:)

2 comments:

Ananth said...

hmm..Sometimes it happens to all of us..At least it is good that you write down what you feel. That itself i believe is a very positive step. Hope you come soon out of your gloom...:-)

Aravinthan said...

Every one would have thier ebbs and flows. in their life.. so donna worry.. its just a passing phase... guess you need to have some change... as change brings.. freshness.. and its been long time since you posted... do post frequently...