Self Pity

I keep telling everyone-Don't indulge in Self Pity. Why am I so insistent on the same?? What does it matter to me if people are feeling sorry for themselves. Well the answer is I nearly spoiled my life drowning myself in dollops of self pity- now it seems like a long time ago.....the Year in which I lost everything except my life I guess- I lost a academic year, lost my health and more importantly( or so I think) my self esteem.
Hypo-Thyroidism-Nice big medical name-For me it meant -growing obese, losing sleep and appetite, being drowsy and tired at all times and also grumpy, sad, and extremely depressed. How did I manage to get into that condition- I refer to the mental symptoms- I dunno-maybe it was the teenage or maybe the peer pressure. My poor cat-how many times would I kick her in frustation-and yet she would keep coming back to sit beside me- A very important lesson learnt in life- your loved ones dont love you for your looks or your achievements-Don't be mean to them because you are going through a lean patch.
Well Sorry God- I have been a bad girl- but now I am trying to behave better and also trying to make others not go through the same route .
And Thank You Mom, Dad and Dadabhai for being such wonderful people and my dear little Cat-SORRY

Oh God forgive me when I whine
I have a lovely life and the world is mine:)